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They sneer at the reptilian brain
And hail reason to be almighty.
Pity the pavlovian
Slave to carnal desires:
Complexity eludes
Their feeble minds.

But rationalise this:
How honey toned words
Still ring in these hallowed -
Hollowed parts of my head:
Tantalising and sweet.

Emptiness still draws
Naive hope 
From places 
I thought had run dry:
Parched,
Hungry,
Betrayed.

And still rationalists
Champion knowledge:
That time and experience
Will temper a cynic’s blade.

But all the syllogism 
And still
Feathered kisses,
Ocean eyes 
Defy cynicism:
Hope washing over.

But now
Carved in the synapses
Of bliss:
My heart races,
Adrenaline poised. 
I mourn for 
Hearts not-yet broken.

I watch 
As my mind unravels
Before him:
A history
Seared into my living memory.

—   Pavlov’s Bell & Whistles

There is naught
but exhaustion left
in this repertoire 
of choreographed
performances.

Glimmers of summer
remembered only by 
the muted hues of green.

The silence is chilling:
the white noise
of fall rustling.

I watch change
seize parched leaves, 
clinging on by 
withered stems
and wonder 
how this fear
might be 
recognition.

—   JD #12
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